Current mood:	thankful for friends who care
Current music:	Better Than Ezra - Sincerely Me

OMFG
ok this weekend started out bad well like thursday night it started so i was in a shitty mood and then about 4 or 5 friday night stephy luke jenna chrissy and ray came over nad then we watched lemony snickets wich is a really wierd movie. then we went outside and we were just laying in the street and shit and then i got up and started walking around and i was thinking and for the first time in who knows how long while i was thinking i was getting happy and i thought about all of the things ive done so far in my life and how ive done almost all the things i have needed or wanted to do and there is only one thing i feel like i havnt accomplished. the only thing i want to do before i leave this world is to start a family and have kids who love me and i just hope i make a good father because that has to be the greatest feeling, to know that you have brought up children to understand that even though life will drag you down, there are many people who will help you even though most people will say it wont happen. if i could do that i could die happy. and for some reason that made me really happy, i mean i have loved someone and in return i have been loved by other people, i have done many things for many people and i hope they appreciated those things i did for them, and people have done hings for me which i never exspected to happen. so thats what i thought about. and then rennae came over and a few of the people were like why are you smiling so much and i just kept laughing it was fucking great. mso then we watched most of drumline but then everyone left and me and ken finished watching the movie. so yeah that was kewl. then today erik and josh stopped by after my cousin brandon showed up so we went to the air show. pretty kewl but it was packed so we left and we all went to our houses then i talked to katie and found out stephanies family b-day party was today so ken got her 2 dozen roses and we went there and hung out , pretty kewl then later zach meghan katie steph and i went for a walk and i was still really happy but then something was said that made almost all of my happiness go away. but whatever its almost back and i hope someone or a group of someones stop by tomorrow because ill be writing a report for the early part of the day and whatnot but yeah so tomorrow im actually off grounding so thats kewl but whatever i also did something really stupid today and im sorry (you know who you are) so yeah i think im gonna hit the hay soon so i can wake up semi early so i will see all of you people later.
quote of the day: True happiness is of a retired nature, and an enemy to pomp and noise; it arises, in the first place, from the enjoyment of one's self, and in the next from the friendship and conversation of a few select companions.